
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Christmas Folly

Friday, December 5, 2008
: St Nicholas :
Friday, November 28, 2008
Different Kinds of Leftovers...
Well... the carcass has been cleaned and there are the frenzied shopping daze to look forward to ahead with crowds of mindless fiends grabbing for everything in sight.
I still find it amazing, seeing how we're supposedly in an economic crisis, that the ambivalence and deep-set denial just phases no one- $$-away! Then there are those who are really bunking-down and sacrificing themselves for their deprived children as the NYtimes wastes commentary on-- what's a woman to do if she can't buy those designer jeans-- oh, I'm going to cry!
Meanwhile Mumbai has it's own beast running amok and I had to stop a moment and take a double take of the New Agey Deepak Chopra suddenly sounding like a connected and interested SA native speaking from a level of genuine concern. Of course he's broadcasting from the comforts of Cali, (and I think I almost was hearing some of the dripping hooey trying to seep out with the "inflammation creates more inflammation" prognosis) as most of us can just meekly observe, shudder and keep our thoughts with those caught up in within this unfolding tragedy.
Think it's time to stop "wishing" things will get better and start engaging in much more profound and meaningful ways that can bridge dialogue and further understanding of just what is at stake here, how our politics and policies and $$ affect all of us in means we just don't want to contemplate fully... especially when our stomachs remain full- satiety can dull one to complete complacency.
-t
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
: Ringraziamento Felice :

Swells my heart that thy shadow may never be less,
That the days of thy lot may be lengthened below,
And the fame of thy worth like a pumpkin-vine grow...
- John Greenleaf Whittier
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
A Diet of Hope... Don't Forget the Tums

Seems Mr Hitchens and I were on the same serendipitous wavelength...
Barack to Reality: Obama's victory didn't magically eliminate America's problems and enemies
Monday, November 17, 2008
Back To Reality...

Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Fall, Leaves, Fall

Fall, leaves, fall;
-Emily Bronte
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
: Mordego :
Monday, September 15, 2008
Shine On...
Sad day as another creative soul has been lost.
Friday, September 12, 2008
Ozymandias
-Percy Bysshe Shelley
Monday, September 8, 2008
Wild One

The Eat Local Challenge has started in our state this past Friday and runs until Sunday. It's a ripe time within the season to put you money where your mouth and taste buds should be- straight to the source vs mega-agri-biz farms that have monopolized and literally ruined not only the soil and land, but generations of farmers that have tilled the Earth and provided for countess mouths and minds.
Raj Patel's book Stuffed and Starved and continued efforts are blazing nicely ahead and there is a nice tidbit over at Grist Mill worth the read.
Bonne Appetite!
Friday, September 5, 2008
: nostalgique :
Ahh... the past couple of weeks watching both the DNC & RNC have jolted me to such inspirational highs, and this week, to such demoralizing lows- bleh!
Truly this has been the biggest comedic performance (ultimately damaging and tragic if to come to pass by mindless voter-monkeys!) I have seen drawn out to such oafish lengths, then blasted upon every media outlet for "analysis" and discussion that bears a resemblance of a dog chasing its tail. Nothing but the Charlie Brown voices in the background I hear rambling idiotic God-fearing invocations from relatively dare I say, young individuals. What gives with all of this rubbish? Where we're heading I fear more.
Suddenly I'm reminiscing my teenage angst-ModPunk-imbued days, guess we're all regressing a little these days.
'That's Entertainment'! La-la-Laaaa...
Friday, August 29, 2008
Guess What We Did Today?
Monday, August 25, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
The Black Cow & Galliano

In case you've missed the 100th anniversary of the RBF Chicagoist would like to bring you up to par on this summer concoction by "properly saucing" it up a notch.
I'll admit I haven't relived the good 'ol A&W days in awhile, but the pairing of a quality root beer (sorry A&W you get the slip here) with some decadent custard and a bit of vodka and Galliano got me inspired enough to test but not drive. Delicieux!
For the kiddies just minus the spirits and they will be quite jubilant as well and glad you remembered this classic rendezvous. Though I do dream a bit of the drive-thru days with rubberized-hooked trays brought to the car (how awfully American is that?!) And the lama that was fenced off in the play area adjacent to the A&W stand who would spit on those who were less worthy.... oy vey!
Gather these and please:
*2 oz Galliano
1 oz Vodka
Root Beer
1 oz Heavy Cream
Combine Galliano, vodka and heavy cream in a tall glass filled with ice. Fill with Root Beer – we prefer Sprecher, but for a Chicago taste, try Goose Island (Ed. Note: Berghoff can work, as well. All three of these are free of high fructose corn syrup). Stir to combine. Top with a dollop of whipped cream, preferably homemade, and a root beer barrel.
For a cute dessert, serve this cocktail alongside a miniature old-fashioned root beer float. Fill a shot glass with small scoops of ice cream and another with root beer – serve them together and let your guests pour the float*
-cheers
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Swollen Summer

Afoot and lighthearted I take to the open road, Healthy, free, the world before me, The long brown path before me, leading wherever I choose
Walt Whitman, USA, from Song of the Open Road
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Brown Turns a New Hand onto a Classic...

... and the myth, magic and language were all pleasurably retained.
Instead of becoming cultural wallpaper, William Brown tweaked A Midsummer Night's Dream in just the right places while leaving intact Shakespeare's words, which I just want to revel in as long as possible. Like old sages and bards whose wise, snippy wisdom has faded into dust, your ear senses something intuitively divine and enchanting-- it's timeless and invigorating.
There was a time when words carried much more strength and power, and still made sense-- even the proclaimed difficulty in Shakespeare's texts continues to transcend.
Puck-Robin Goodfellow is punked-out, Lysander's horrendous perm and retro 60's attire suit his charming ways; Demetrius is an ultimate uber-nerd chasing love while Bottom's hammish self is transformed into an ass.
Brown took some chances, and I'll let others grumble their complaints, but much to his credit they were timely for a modern audience and nearly everyone was out of their seats at the end when Athens comes strong at the end with a celebratory traditional Greek dance.
An amazing evening performance in such a great setting.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Deep in the Woods...

... for the annual gathering-performance. There has been some "modernizing" of the cast look which could really blow. I guess it's just so damn difficult to have both the language of Shakespeare and appearance jostling those give-it-to-me-easy-fast-and-mindless masses, c'est ca.
" I know a bank where the wild thyme blows,
Where oxlips and the nodding violet grows,
Quite over-canopied with luscious woodbine,
With sweet musk-roses and with eglantine."
Act ii. Scene. 1
Monday, August 4, 2008
When Literature was Savored Slowly- like a Good Meal

There seems to be a renewed interest in "lit-crit" lately which I find encouraging and necessary both to counterbalance the plethora of crud saturating every nook and cranny of online book sales, cult-like Oprah book clubs, self-publishers, mega-chain book stores and frankly overly-inflated, sometimes downright pompous writer-wannabes; or as Seaton writes in his review of Praising It New in the WSJ the "many writers with literary pretensions who are now hyped beyond their merits or neglected in spite of them".
True, the fact that you can find a bombardment of books, clubs, etc. does highlight something positive about a possible increased readership and interest in actual reading, and maybe even more hopeful, a true engagement with the author's work-- but I'm still skeptical. Even I find myself at times drawn to some of the more banal, cliched tripe that is more like fast-food drive-thru gut/mind rot and literally everywhere vs the "source of wisdom and delight" that in the past seemed more the norm, or at least what a writer was striving for, even when dealing with topics/characters of grave intensity and depth.
I feel there is a need for a more penetrating exploration of the written word. A slowing down to actually take in and digest what the writer has skillfully crafted and prepared for the offering. Do you sit graciously at the table and use napkin, fork, spoon and knife? Or do you just devour without a breath in between, a utilitarian taste with no sense of texture, scrambling to just inhale without any discrimination or even some bit of critique and complementary discussion?
Northrop Frye's Anatomy of Criticism is a good reference and counterbalance to read and read again I find, even now. Harold Bloom's foreworded thoughts end quite poignantly:
"If I live long enough, I fully expect individual computers themselves to declare their possession of personality and genius, and to bombard me with the epics and romances of artificial intelligence. In all this proliferation, I hardly will to Frye for comfort and assistance. But, where shall I turn? ... Frye's criticism will survive because it is serious, spiritual, and comprehensive, but not because it is systematic or a manifestation of genius. If Anatomy of Criticism begins to seem a period piece, so does The Sacred Wood of T.S. Eliot. Literary criticism, to survive, must abandon the universities, where "cultural criticism" is a triumphant beast not to be expelled."
Oh... and like with any good meal, don't forget to have an excellent wine in tow!
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Bonjour Aout!
So it's August... where has the Summer gone? Ho-hum!
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Sorrows of the Moon
Tonight the moon dreams in a deeper languidness,
And, like a beauty on her cushions, lies at rest:
While drifting off to sleep, a tentative caress
Seeks, with a gentle hand, the contour of her breast;
As on a crest above her silken avalanche,
Dying, she yields herself to an unending swoon,
And sees a pallid vision everywhere she'd glance,
In the azure sky where blossoms have been strewn.
When sometime, in her weariness, upon her sphere
She might permit herself to sheda furtive tear,
A poet of great piety, a foe of sleep,
Catches in the hollow of his hand that tear,
An opal fragment, iridescent as a star;
Within his heart, far from the sun, it's buried deep.
-Charles Baudelaire
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Apricot

Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Underwater Mind

For the human mind, the crossing from air down into water has powerful effects. Unable to smell, losing accustomed gravity and losing our air hearing, it is surprisingly difficult to carry memory across the the border... Underwater, writes Cousteau, "one forgets the sun. One forgets a lot." All the pretty, dry concerns are left to the squabbling gulls. The air world is hard to recall on the instant of merging in the saltwater world we knew before. It is enigmatic that memory can meet amnesia here, how completely and instantly we forget the world of air, our corrugated corner of earth and our dry lives, but seem to remember, opaquely, as if memory coursed through our salty veins, that this ocean was once our home.
-Wild An Elemental Journey
It's also easy to forget to be living presently wherever one is, completely and fully in the moment and yet simultaneoulsy clean the bathroom, wash the dishes, and take the garbage out... ho-hum.
My mind feels submerged... the rain subsided, but flash floods are to be welcoming us once again tomorrow.
Monday, June 9, 2008
What the Hell is Summer Going to Bring?

Thursday, May 22, 2008
Ranting is another thing...
-Christina Stead The Man Who Loved Children
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Daily Grind
Gardening lately has been keeping me gone-- you might remember, the grass. Well I've been reseeding and applying composted as well as manure and other goodies to begin counteracting the damaging winter (apparently it's "snow mold"-- but that is coming from the evil TruGreen-- so I would not put too much weight upon that dx).
The apple and cherry trees are doing well and quite beautiful with their dotted blossoms, but still no raised garden bed as of yet. I'm not doing too well in getting it all together, but a little here and a little there. Pulling and replanting some prairie grasses, added more composted soil to some of the border flower beds, etc.
Picked up A Guide to Writing Fiction because I need the extra nudge, and living in a city that neither appreciates (though constantly touting all the usual cliches to the contrary) good writing, reading, or Art for that matter. Heading back to finish my Masters work right now is impossible at the moment-- I'm looking for other means of being creative and keeping my brain engaged.
The order of business is to keep writing-- anything. And try to get back to painting and some new work accomplished.
So the blog is an annoying litany of basically nothing in particular at the moment, and will probably go in and out of many topics, genres, and ideas. Mostly I may start just daily journaling about the most mundane and day-to-day "stuff".
Will see what shape that begins to take, if any...
The desire at the start is not to say
anything, not to make meanings, but
to create for the unwary reader a
sudden experience of reality.
-VALERIE MARTIN-
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Before the Fall

Friday, April 25, 2008
Grass Is Not Green
I just see brownish-white, ugly patches that look as though I've been neglectful and absent and I have not.
My eyes take scrutiny to the neighbors on either side of our home and my frustration grows even deeper, unlike the grass seed. Their lawns seemed to have survived the long, snow plunged winter, and lawn-care vans crazily scribble on their adverts that our lawn is plighted by "snow mold" and other such furthering irritating diagnosis's that only add to my immediate sense of urgency.
Patches of deep rich brownish-black soil exposed from hungry squirrels who frolic up and down the trees playing with each other and chipmunk holes... why does our lawn seem overly magnified and a banquet for the spring frenzy? While I too rejoice in the renewal of the season and keep my solo bird feeder stocked to entice aviary beings, even wolves and foxes have found an ease to scavenging in the backyard in the urban demographic.
I have no qualms with our extended living entities-- I welcome them. But the grass just burns something so obsessive into me. And once you get started you have to keep going with the maintenance and upkeep.
Upon purchasing this home I could have cared less about the grass and have begun the slow process of planting prairie grass and naturalizing with other more native plants. Seems more money will be required to make the landscape more sustainable and less time consuming, allowing the natural cycles to take-- even getting a vegetable bed in is going to take more work since the veil of green carpet has now turned. The builder was so cunning and The grass was already freshly rolled out, bright green, lush and healthy. We were none the wiser and so very in love with the place that the grass was furthest from our minds
Thursday, April 24, 2008
A Day Like Any Other...
Working on the continuation of ideas and journaling of random rumblings... until the rain clears and my mind finds some inspiration.